I grown up a normal boy, I had a normal life, a normal family, normal
Published Tuesday, 30th Jun 12:41 BST
I grown up a normal boy, I had a normal life, a normal family, normal friends, normal everything. You name it and it was normaI had grew up just like anybody else. In year six I fancied a girl and I really fell for her, she was my first crush! She was so cute and I wanted her, I used to have visions of us both kissing behind the bike sheds I couldn't help it so I had to tell her, I told her via SMS and I said that I loved her and really wanted to be with her and if she said yes I would be the happiest man in the world.
In the end she replied with "No I hate you" which really really knocked my confidence, I felt ugly and I felt alone, but most of all I felt really embarrassed as I had to face her the next day. Anyway the next day came and there she was as usual smiling with her big smile. I went up to her and quickly started apologizing saying that I was meant to send that text to somebody else and she surprisingly bought my story and things went on as normal.
I never saw her again after I'd left school, she went off on holiday and I'd moved up to another school. It was so heart breaking she was so cute and I wanted to be her Partner, she had just knocked my confidence, I thought I was rather handsome to be honest and Cute but obviously she didn't. At this stage I just wanted a partner so bad.
When I was in year 8 I started to recognize handsome men and I started to take an interest, I would search gay dating websites looking for men who I thought were handsome. I now really wanted a partner I didn't care if they were male or female. Anyway the years went on and I realised I actually did like men, I fancied them and I wanted them sexually. I was gay. It was such a suprise to me and I kept denying it but when I finally accepted it things were alot better, and to this day I have a gorgeous, amazing, cute boyfriend who treats me so so good and I wouldn't trade him for the world!
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