After months of speed dating and numerous first date experiences I was

Published Thursday, 23rd Jul 00:46 BST

After months of speed dating and numerous first date experiences I was getting kind of tired of still sleeping in my bedroom alone. I wanted my first date to turn into a second date and to eventually have a date in my bedroom but i wasn't getting that. i couldn't hold on to a guy for more then a night and i knew it was all my fault. Its not like every guy in the world I chose to date was going to be messed up in some way, it had to be me.

Wasting away alone and depressed my friends thought I was loosing my mind and wanted me to get better. Each one of them tried to convince me that therewas nothing wrong with me, that I could hold on to a person seeing as how I had managed to hold on to all of them.They had all gotten together to discuss finding me one good guy who I would be able to have a decent first date with. When they had finally founda guy for me they had came in to my bedroom to give me the good news.I had felt like an idiot, myfriends were all single as well and they did not need so much reassurance.I felt as if me saying being single meant that there was something wrong with me or them but there was nothing wrong with any of them. They were all beautiful funny and smart i guess i always just wanted to be married and have a family young. I never thought that any of them wanted that to.

My date was a few years older then me and a law student. He was described to me as fun, smart, great looking, and just as much wanting to settle down as I wanted. Our first date was dinner and a coffee afterwards. He was so sweet and caring. He wanted me to be comfortable and never bored. We had asked dozens of questions each. The night never really came to an end that night we went back to my place and just stayed up talking all night.

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